Today is the feast day of my patron saint, St. Catherine of Siena:

When I was little, my mom told me that one time, St. Catherine experienced the Beatific Vision and that when she awoke and discovered that she was still on Earth, she cried for days on end.

And that's how, as a small child, I started actively praying to never experience heaven until I got there for good.

I'm praying for you!

:)